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Name: brit
Location: Lubbock, Texas, United States
Birthday: 6/29/1991
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Sunday, June 18, 2006

its been a month so heres some new stuff!

***i broke my goal of having 100 poems by the end of this month so.... go me lol***

oh yea and most of these r copyrighted/published or soon will be so ask if u wanna take

 

One Call

Quietly she waits

For another phone call

Wondering if there will be one

 

Then it rings

And she answers

 

She’s safe at last

Knowing that

Someone does care

 

She Crys Out

Fears all coming true

She falls to her knees

And crys out

“Lord, please help me now”

 

She needs to find the strength

To ask for help

So, she crys out

“Lord, please help me now”

 

And slowly

She rises again

Trying not to stumble and fall

 

Gone Forever

Flashing lights

Fill the block

She couldn’t take the pain

Anymore…

No more suffering

It’s all gone

 

The town wonders what happened

Because she is gone

 

They all file into a church

To say their good-byes

And their regrets

For leaving her behind

 

Sweet Dreams

Starry nights

Fill my head

Sweet dreams

Goodnight

Hope I last

Another night

Star bright

Help me here

Before I break

Sleep tight

For you’ll last

Another night

 

Question

In the pool of questions

I want to ask

But now longing

And letting go

Leaving you

With a question

Unanswered

 

I’m Not

I am

Not the person

I once thought I was

You’re not the same either

My star fell

When you gave up

I changed

 

Until…

Not perfect

Never wanted to be

Why can’t I be

I messed up

And I fessed up

But that wasn’t enough

Nothing could undo

What you did

I wasn’t good enough

 

 

 

all of these were writen between 6/6/06-6/9/06

*edit*

many were taken off

*edit*


Sunday, May 07, 2006

ok long time no new stuff so here u go

dont take w/o me knowing thx

Stars

 

Empty stars fill the sky

No today

No tomorrow

They die without knowing.

 

Without knowing their fate,

Loves, hopes, and dreams.

One star pushes the other

Off into a world unknown

Until no more remain.

Or until someone

Stops the madness

And all the pain.

 

haha i'll add more later

 


Saturday, February 18, 2006

 

from----->old -----> to new not in that order tho lol

 

 

 

Fallen

 

I fall down

With no where to turn

Broken to pieces

Fallen for you

But you’re never there

Not like you care

That I’ve fallen for you…

 

 

 

 

Life

 

My life may never be

What you call perfect

But could there be

A perfect day

Just for me?

To lift my spirits

High above the sky

And into the heavens

Just one day

Is all I’m asking for…

 

 

 

 

Like You or Me?

 

Can I be me

Or do I have to be you

Dress, act, and think

Just like you

I wanna be different

Have my own style

And be ME

Not you!

 

 

Afraid

I'm afraid.
I'm afraid to let the real me,
Come out what would happen.
No one knows the real me,
The person that is hidden in a corner,
In the dark in pain.
I'm afraid to let the real me out.

 

Christmas Without Dad

The song is written,
don't you want to sing?
It's time to cook,
don't you want to help?
It's time to eat,
aren't you hungry?
It's time to open presents,
everyone's here.
But everyone's not here,
there is someone missing,
and that's you DADDY!

 

Crazy

this crazy life i live i live
the earth seems to enjoy.
the crazyness, pain, and sorrow
all in one day.
but it can be too much
to much to handle
in just one day.
one hour
can tell you,
how much crazyness
there is one the earth
maybe to much.

 

Hope

If there's hope,
There's a way.
A path to live on,
A will to live.

If there's hope,
You can have a future.
A new look on life,
Can be born.

There is hope,
For me and you.
You just have to belive.
That's what a friends are for,
To help you belive.


 

Little Things

Little things can bring you down,
Little things can make you happy.

But big things can turn your world upside down,
Or make you the happiest person around.

I think little things mean the most
When you're down.
They put a smile on your face
And lift your spirts.

You can do anything with little things,
Turn someone's world around.

 

Me

You don't understand me, do you?
You don't know the real me,
The one in pain.
I grew up without a mom,
Without a real mom.
My mom left me,
Left me in a world of pain and sorrow.
My world is flipped upside down.
I'm not an average teenage girl,
I'm a teenage girl without a mom.
Do you understand the real me?

 

Never 2 Late

its never to late
to dream.
dream like its your fate
even though it may never be.
live strong
even though it may be hard.
never give up on life
or death may become your fate.

 

Sad Things

Even sad things are important;
Or so im told.
I'm not realy sure;
But i know sad things are important.
With sad things;
You can find out what is making you sad,
Or the other way around.
Even sad things are important;
Or so im told.

 

Why

Why did it have to end,
The way it did?
It seemed perfect,
But then you were gone.
I wished for you to come back,
But you didn't.

Why?
You didn't do it and I know it,
But why did this happen?
It was going good,
But then it all slipped away.
But why?

 

Mom

Who are you?
Where did you go?
I dont know you.
Mom, do you love me,
Or do you even remeber me?
You've never been there,
When I needed you the most,
It seems like you don't even care.
I miss you,
Do you miss me?

 

Am I

 

Lost in a world of confusion

With no one to help me out

Sometimes I really do wonder

What people would do

If I was dead

Teased and hurt

I just never fit in

But you don’t care

If I cut now

You never did

But you knew it all along

I’m just another face

In the crowd of people to you

Or am I?

 

 

LEAVE

 

Your just another memory

Another face that I hope to forget

But keeps coming back

Why don’t you just go away

And leave me here

I want to stay

But will you let me

And move on

 

Leave me here to wonder

Leave me here to think

I want to be alone now

You’ll be fine without me

It maybe for a short time

Or maybe a little longer

 

But leave me I’ll be fine.

 

 

 

untittled

You have no idea

How much it hurts

For tears to fall

And all you can do

Is watch

You know you don’t want to

But that’s the best for me

You never realized

How much I fell for someone

 

 

 

UNTITTLED!

 

How can I forget

My first true “crush”

The one that made

Everything all right

All I could do was smile

When his name popped up

Until now…..

I don’t know what to do

Now that the feeling is gone

And he doesn’t care.


 

 

(none of these r written for anyone in particular (unless in tittle) yea so dont ask that thx.)


Wednesday, February 15, 2006

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yea these r my poems and only mine

 

DONT JOCK!!! u can ask if u wanna use one

 

 

personal site- www.xanga.com/just_another_loser_dancer